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Neo Keng Yang
going on 18
12/07/1991
Volleyball & Soccer
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 12:05 AM
It was the roar of the crowd,that gave me heartache to play
Hais...Sometimes i realise,i am just a small small living organism in the big big world.Insignificant,useless and weak.Seriously like sometimes,i realise i cant do anything,any fucking thing.Take volleyball for instances,how long have i played?1 year?1 year plus?But my skill level?HA,maybe not even year 1 beginner standards.Especially recently,i cant play properly,i tried,i chionged,its not that i slack around and do nothing,but it's saddening,cos seeing people around me just keep on improving,especially gladys,stef,steph,sebas,jiahe and all those whom i have known like kuan siong they all.Its like i really sucks.Big time.
Also,sometimes,without gladys around,i really think that i am like alone.hahaha.maybe it's i zi zhao de,i love to spend time with gladys,then like pang seh my friends.So now,i dun even know whether i have true friends.i really dunno anymore...
Smell ya...